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SEPTEMBER 29, 1862 to JULY 10, 1863

 

      SEPTEMBER 29, 1862

        Clear and dry. Death of Matthew Gillan. One of the first volunteers to meet the call to arms, but remained a short time. Returned, in worse shape, and declined thereafter. He was a kind, goodnatured man, and will be missed by his family. Death of Jacob Oyster, a pillar of the Methodist Church, and a staunch citizen, much respected. One of our last of the older generation.

      OCTOBER 1

        John Mull and I visited one of the hospitals of wounded soldiers in the Academy Building. About 100 of them, mostly wounded in their lower parts, but some with their arms and legs off. They are well taken care of and plenty of supplies for their wants.

      OCTOBER 3

        Rain, which we need badly. We see untold thousands of dollars drained from our Treasury by unscrupulous men using the war to further their personal affairs. We have several cases in our town that did not get their wealth honestly, but robbed by men in official stations.

      OCTOBER 4

        Our town has greatly changed by the events of the war--business is so good, our small town is taking on a city appearance of activity. We hear the Rebels plan a retreat from Staunton. McClelland at present has control of Winchester. Lincoln's Emancipation Proclamation denounced in Richmond. Some here do not think wisely of it as many abolitionists are so wild they would change our Constitution. Some of the wounded here are Masons. One who died at the home of Burnet, I read the Masonic service for his burial. He and several others then taken to the cars where they will be transported home for interment. There was quite a number already received, filling up a car. Quite a rush of females to view the deceased, there being a glass opening in the box.

 

        The crowd at the depot very large, from there to the hospital, near the jail which I visited to see some acquaintances, and perhaps offer a little help some way. To view this brings the war awfully near and deep sympathy for these poor suffering men. To my farm, find it too dry to plant anything. It will be a loss his year, for a good crop if there is no immediate rain. The engines and cars are very busy taking supplies to McClelland on the Potomac. They are running night and day.

      OCTOBER 7

        Clear and pleasant. Every day we hear the sad strains of marshal music as the hearses pass carrying the dead from some distant battlefield to be buried at their home. The hearses are draped with flags and the procession partly military. Every day the cars bring from 20 to 30 dead  hru our town.

      OCTOBER 8

        Pleasant. Left to visit my mountain land. Saw many turkeys and

partridges, but didn't have my gun.

      OCTOBER 10

        Rain today. A great saving for the farmers who were facing a great drought. business is flourishing in town. The Rebels are in Mercersburg, and on the way to Chambersburg from St. Thomas. This evening they entered our town, demanding its surrender. Some 1500-2000 cavalry, with some artillery. They immediately took possession of the bank and telegraph office. Also requisitioned provisions, clothing, etc. as to their needs. It has all happened so quickly, we all felt safe knowing the Union Army was in Williamsport, MD. The Confederate troops all look well fed and clothed, and so far, conducted themselves orderly. They will be busy stripping our stores and gathering up horses. I have sent my three off with Proctor, I hope they got away safely. I did not go to bed until after one o'clock, watching what may happen after all retire. So far, all quiet. Secreted some of my most valuable papers and went to bed, slept soundly until morning.

      OCTOBER 11

        Clear and pleasant. Rose early and to the square. Saw Major Gen. Stewart and Gen. Hampden in conference. The stores were all closed. Broke open Isaac Hutton's shoe store, helped themselves freely. Then to the depot and confiscated a large shipment of arms and clothes. Afterwards, set fire to all the buildings and left town by the Baltimore Pike. They had fired the building of Wanderlick and Nead Co. which was used as a storehouse for government ammunition. The succeeding explosions of shells and powder was tremendous. The loss must be very great. All the machinery and present locomotives destroyed at the shops. This was all the fault of A.H. Lule, Supt. of the railroad shops. He should have sent the war supplies back to Carlisle, instead of keeping them here, being warned as early as three o'clock the past afternoon. However, this save our stores from being pillaged as they got enough at the depot.

        Everybody out on the streets seeking news.

 

        About mid-day, a large scouting party of our troops came thru producing  a great sensation. We hear of another group at Waynesboro, marching towards Gettysburg hoping to head them off. All in all the invasion was a very orderly one. The troops were well disciplined and polite. Not a single house or person injured. They were more orderly than troops of ours that have passed this way. Outside of their plundering of Isaac

        Hutton's shoe store, nothing else occurred to criticize them. Many people from the country came into town in search of news and carrie home relics of the Rebel Invasion, as shells, balls, saberparts, parts of musquets, etc. Nearly every man and boy had some souvenier.

 

     OCTOBER 12

        Clear and pleasant, the Sabbath. All is calm, who would suspect that so much excitement had prevailed yesterday. However, there is much

apprehension they will return. Some 2,000 troops from Maryland came this morning and encampted outside of town on the Baltimore Pike. I knew not of their coming and arrival until this afternoon. At three, attending a religious service at the Hall among the wounded soldiers. Rev. Bausman conducted the services.

      OCTOBER 13

        Cloudy, a little rain. The encamped Rebels have moved on to

        Fayetteville, and across the mountain to Cashtown. There they went South thru Emmittsburg and Monrovia to the mouth of the Monocacy. Thus completely avoiding the searching Federal forces, and disappeared into Virginia. Their mission accomplished.

      OCTOBER 14

        Pleasant. Out to my farm to ascertain the damage done by the soldiers. Much fencing gone for fuel, and what corn they didn't use, tried to burn. Many farmers without horses and at a loss to do any work. We find no buildings burned or occupants harmed.

      OCTOBER 15

        Much apprehension about the Rebels returning as they have camped along

        the Potomac. We can hear cannoning from the vicinity of Hancock, perhaps

        some skirmishes. The Rebels had found little at our bank of value, but

        did not complain. They were looking mainly for horses. I had previously

        sent mine with my man Proctor to Waynesboro, some 16 miles distance, for

        safekeeping. Many others not as fortunate as they delayed. They did take

        eight young colored men and boys along with them, in spite of their

        parents pleading. I fear we will never see them again, unless they can

        escape.

      OCTOBER 24

        Our church has decided on the final adoption of the much discussed

        Liturgy as a book to be used in our church and family worship. I am glad

        this had been decided, we were much divided.

      OCTOBER 25

        Pleasant. Business at the bank, rode to my farm to inspect the new

        seeding. Home early in the evening to do some writing. Agreeable to the

        solicitation of Doctor Wilson, an artist, I sat for my portrait. He

        noticed some of my landscape work, which he commended. I suppose my work

        would improve with practice, but it is now too late in life to hope for

        much proficiency. Some cavalry here this evening, to secure horses for

        Gen. McClelland's command. They hope to find two hundred by tomorrow

        evening.

 

        I fear Lincoln is a tool in the hands of the Abolitionists. We need a

        man of Jackson's iron will in our present emergency to hold our National

        Government together.

      OCTOBER 27

        Cloudy. Our town filling up with drafted men to be sent to camp for

        training. Visited a wounded Mason (Captain Miller Moody from Ohio) who

        lost one of his legs at Antietam. He is very low in spirits and much

        emaciated, his wife and sons are visiting him. Spent some time with

        Wilson, the artist.

      OCTOBER 28

        Clear and pleasant. We had a sale of the Rebels worn-out horses, left

        here by Stewart's cavalry. Spent some time with Mr. Wilson, the artist.

      OCTOBER 29

        Beautiful weather. Out to my farm for inspection of the seeding. Nearly

        opposite there is an encampment of the drafted militia under Col. Geo.

        Wiestling, who is to get them in military trim. They are a raw set of

        men. It is hoped to get at least 600,000 men for another army together

        to crush this rebellion. Meanwhile our national debt is staggering, some

        640,000,000 dollars. The expenditure of a million and a quarter a day to

        keep this war machine going.

      OCTOBER 30

        Beautiful weather. At the bank, called to see Captain Moody who is

        improving, but very weak. Spent most of the afternoon with Jeramy

        Wilson, the artist. In the evening, took Capt. Moody some fruit. Rev.

        Bausman called and stayed until about ten. He feels that I should do

        more visiting among the members of our congregation.

      NOVEMBER 1, 1862

        Fine weather. Visited Captain Moody who would like some fresh fish. He

        is improving. Called then on Barney Minnich, an old fisherman, to

        procure some for me. Attended to Sabbath school and Bible class

        activities.

      NOVEMBER 3

        Weather cold and rough. There was quite a change last night. The sky is

        overcast with dark clouds and the wind has a wintry feel. It sighs

        around the corners as in mid-winter, and creates a melancholy

        feeling-for me, it is music. I can sit for hours and listen to it with

        pleasure.

      NOVEMBER 4

        Business good at the bank, we declared a 5% dividend on the past 6

        months business. The stock is $10 above par. We have a surplus of

        $42,000.

      NOVEMBER 5

        Cold and rough. At the farm to plant some grapes.

      NOVEMBER 6

        Captain Moody's condition turns for the worse. I called on him to

        discuss the salvation of his soul. Asked Doctors Richards and Senseny to

        look in on him, but too late. Sent for the undertaker. Wife and two

        small sons very distressed. I do my best to comfort them.

      NOVEMBER 8

        Snowing hard, already 5 or 6 inches. Called on Mrs. Moody to offer some

        comfort. Assisted her in making preparations for her trip home with the

        body. We gave him the last Masonic Service.

      NOVEMBER 11

        Cold. A rumor that the Rebels were again in Mercersburg, and marching

        upon us. Sent everyone into a stampede of activity, to hide their goods.

        The rumor proved false. We all feel those at Washington are doing little

        to protect its citizens. Too much in activity by our military leaders.

        They seem to not know what to do. The removal of Gen. McClelland of the

        Army of the Potomac creates some despair.

      NOVEMBER 13

        Visited Col. Weistling at the camp outside of town. He was much

        dispirited over contradictory orders and no equipment. Making little

        headway in training his men.

      NOVEMBER 14

        Beautiful weather. (Heyser reflects on his love for the changing of the

        seasons.) How human it seems. He once knew springtime of his life, his

        autumn years are past, now I am in the winter of my years. How all dies

        and decays, but to be reborn again.

      NOVEMBER 16

        Winter has now set in, and everyone changes his living habits. This is

        the time of year that brings families closer together: The great war

        raging now casts a pall of gloom over it all.

      NOVEMBER 20

        Cold and rough. Feel unwell, very depressed. I need something of a

        change. At the bank until noon. Came home and gave some directions to

        Mr. Wilson the artist, who is painting my deceased daughter, Harriet's

        portrait from a photograph. The war news is bad, mostly from the

        indecision at Washington. They must play politics first, and then decide

        the course of their plottings. Much controversy over McClelland being

        relieved of his command. We feel Lincoln but a tool in his party's hand.

 

      NOVEMBER 22

        Rough weather. At the bank a few hours. Home to attend to the painting

        of my daughter, Hattie, it grows with interest as he paints it. A most

        striking likeness. This work affords me much pleasure. To the farm this

        afternoon with Mr. Forbes, a barn builder, perhaps in the spring I will

        put up one.

      NOVEMBER 27

        Moderate weather. Decorated the church for Thanksgiving. The gallery and

        pillars ornamented with spruce. The pulpit lamps and walk behind the

        pulpit beautifully ornamented. Two flags handsomely draped in the

        background. The whole effect enhanced when the gas lights turned on. Our

        efforts were a huge success in that all were surprised as well as

        delighted with our arrangements.

      NOVEMBER 28

        Snowing. Spent an hour with Doctor Wilson, the artist, who is doing a

        piece for a lady in Harrisburg. My old creative feeling came over me and

        though it is 40 years since I've painted, feel I could paint again.

      DECEMBER 1, 1862

        Cloudy and unpleasant. Visited a few sick friends.

      DECEMBER 4

        Moderate. Rode out to the camp to see Col. Mikibbon about payment for

        straw I furnished. Visited my farm, find one tenant back with his work.

        The other progressing well. The camp shall move soon, it is not a good

        influence on our local boys. I remember my associations with camp life

        in the War of 1812, so know what these young men go thru. (Heyser was 16

        years old then.) Everybody feels McClelland's removal a great mistake,

        even the English newspapers against it.

      DECEMBER 5

        Cloudy. Army of Potomac resumes the battle, now before Fredericksburg.

        Visited Wm. Jude, a stocking weaver, to have some made, a very

        interesting shop and man. "This afternoon I visited Mr. Jude, an

        Englishman who is a stocking weaver by trade. I went for the purpose of

        having some stockings made. The shop is quite a curiosity in its way. It

        is not more than six feet square and about six feet high. The door of

        entrance is so small that stooping is necessary to get in. On the right

        as you enter in the corner, is his loom, about four feet wide, on the

        West is a small counter to which is attached a small vise and some other

        weaving tools, such as boards upon which to stretch and put in shape his

        stockings. On the South side is his spinning wheel. On the left is his

        reels and spools with a couple of small boxes, which I observed were

        locked.

 

        "On entering his shop, I could scarce refrain the laugh. On the seat of

        his weaving loom lay his daily companion, a yellow striped cat called

        Peter, who amused himself trying to catch the spool of yarn while he was

        weaving.

 

        "'How do you do Mr. Heyser. I was wondering if you do not want some

        stockings. I weave many a pair for you. Come Peter, behave yourself'

        speaking to the cat. 'I'm just weaving these for a particular old lady,

        maybe you know her, Mrs. Hare in the Row.' You mean Mrs. McElhare. 'Oh

        yes, that's her. She's stout.' Could you fit you? 'Oh yes. told her to

        show me her foot--faith, said she, will do that and my leg too--if you

        want to see it. I had no trouble to get her measure.' I said to him you

        must be happy in your palace here. 'Ah,' said he, 'wool is dreadful

        high, but if you get me the yarn, I weave then at journeyman's wages,

        Just 31 cents.'

 

        "The shop is a curiosity--truly it is not the size of the shop or house

        that makes contentment, this man appears to be satisfied with his lot,

        and he is in some respects, like his shop--he is small, somewhere about

        five feet, old, and pretty near worn out. He sits the picture of habit.

        An old white hat, with the crown knocked in, and from its looks, might

        have seen twenty summers, adorns his head. His coat and other garments

        are in keeping with his hat. His pipe would seem to have consumed a vast

        amount of the weed, his spectacles too, bear the stamp of age. While he

        stopped his loom to converse with me, his companion, Peter, coiled

        himself up on his lap to take his rest. A place doubtless much occupied

        when his master is at work. This little shop has a latch outside and

        inside, and thus shuts out the world. He is a widower, and although he

        has children, seems to be alone.

 

        "I feel well compensated for my visit; I have never seen business done

        in so small a compass."

      DECEMBER 6

        Cold and stormy, with dashes of snow. Have just heard of the death of

        John Goteman, a baker by trade and a retailer of ale. After some years,

        commenced a small grocery establishment. After some years of a

        successful run of business, amassed considerable property. He was vain

        of his possessions, having been nicknamed, Rothchild. With his increase

        of property, he grew in dimensions himself, for he was a great lover of

        ale. When I last saw him, he was quite disfigured from its use, a

        perfect bloat. His wife is equally defamed from the same cause. Her face

        wears the appearance of the full moon, almost twice its usual size and

        full of blotches. It would seem impossible that human beings could be so

        disfigured by drink. I am told he is almost a petrified mass, and can

        scarcely be handled. He is a Lutheran, but paid little attention to the

        interests of his soul. His son is rapidly following in his foot steps.

 

        Sitting before my comfortable fire, I reflect on the miseries of the

        world, and the less fortunate which causes me to think of friendships,

        of which there are very few that are true ones. Let a man become

        degraded by no fault of his own, and see how few recognize him. But let

        his prosperity become evident, and he has countless friends.

      DECEMBER 7

        Cloudy and cold. Feel indisposed, a bad cold, can scarcely talk. The

        cold penetrates everywhere. Sorry to miss my Bible class. I shall remain

        at home-meditate and write.

      DECEMBER 10

        Weather more pleasant. Slept badly last nite. My cold still troubles me,

        cough much. Jeremy Wilson the artist called, we walked up to Jude's

        establishment as he was anxious to see it. I hadn't noticed before how

        precarious his chimney was built. Without mortar, and the stove pipe

        just stuck in. The movements of his loom made it all tremble. Wilson

        thought it quite a curiousity. Came home feeling the worse for my

        outing.

 

        The war news tells Fredericksburg has been taken. The Rebels taking up

        positions behind it. A fearful battle is shaping up. Reflection on the

        war and governments that control them, and that all lose in the end. The

        poor victims killed, giving the most.

      DECEMBER 15

        Beautiful weather. My cold still continues; my breast quite sore from

        coughing.

      DECEMBER 22

        Cloudy and rough. Buried John Ligget and James Kirby today. News from

        Washington very perplexing, opinions so conflicting nothing gets

        resolved. This war has opened up a system of speculation never seen

        before. It has turned fine honest men into plunderers of our government.

        It seems no one is immune from this greed. I believe this war will

        continue as long as it is profitable for these scavengers.

      DECEMBER 23

        I notice the windows of our toy shops wear the appearance of approaching

        Christmas. I leave for Lebanon, Pennsylvania, tomorrow to attend to

        Church business. This will be the first Christmas ever away from home.

      DECEMBER 24

        At Lebanon, staying with Mr. Miley, a pleasant family. Conducted family

        worship.

      DECEMBER 25

        Pleasant weather. Attended Christmas festival at Rev. Harbaugh's church.

        Called upon to conduct the services.

      DECEMBER 26

        Our first day's work on the revision of the Heidleburg Catechism.

      DECEMBER 28

        Much work on our project, which seems to be going very well. Rev.

        Harbaugh has three colored boys in his class. Brought back from Virginia

        as contraband by our volunteers. They came here totally illiterate, now

        know their letters. Read well and cipher satisfactorily. One has been

        admitted into the church and the others promising. It was a pleasing

        sight to see these poor outcasts, far from their native soil pursuing

        the light of liberty. I hope they do not fall under the influence of

        many of the debased Africans now filling up our towns.

      DECEMBER 31

        Snowing. We call a halt to our nearly finished work. I must leave for

        home, arriving there without accident about five P.M. Bodies of John

        Oaks and Augustus Howser brought home for burial from Fredericksburg. A

        large concourse of people present at the depot.

 

        The condition of our government more gloomy than ever. Nearly 70,000 of

        our soldiers slain, and we are in debt over 700 millions of dollars. We

        can see no end to this plundering of our resources.

 

        Already the contractors of this war have emptied the treasury. Many of

        our soldiers going unpaid.

      JANUARY 1, 1863

        Pleasant weather. At the bank, then home to read and write. Town crowded

        with country people keeping New Year's Day. This day Lincoln issued his

        Emancipation Proclamation. I think it will do more harm than good.

        Little can be done with it, but to make more enemies.

      JANUARY 2

        With increasing years I am losing my relish for society, and becoming

        more domestic. My loss of hearing, and other infirmities point to my

        approaching end. Attended prayer meeting at the Methodist Church. The

        night was dark, cold, and stormy, but services well attended.

      JANUARY 7

        Very cold. More reports of war. Death of Liet. Col. Housom of this

        place. He no doubt was a good soldier, but from my dealings with him,

        did not admire his character or reliability. The war years profitable to

        our bank, as our deposits growing. We have a surplus to invest.

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